Hawaii is calling



in fact I think it is waving furiously in my direction... ok is this a good proposition????... there is a place there that runs yoga and surfing 'experiences' and as well as the holiday opportunity they also offer the chance to do a sort of working holiday thing with them... so you pay your airfare but get fed and have somewhere to sleep, work for them but also get the chance to join in with some activities, which for me would absolutely have to be the surfing... can you imagine the chance of being able to surf in Hawaii!!! Those long clean breaks!!!!!! A long board you can do head stands on! ahhhhh bliss indeed... oh yes you have to pay what they call a work trade discount... of about $200... is this a good idea ????? I think it might be the ideal solution to my normal holiday dilemma of not really looking forward to the prospect of two weeks alone and it would certainly keep me busy!!!!! ??? Sooooo I'm hoping that by next spring I can save up enough to do it!!! It would definitely be very interesting to see how this type of business runs... maybe get some inspiration

Cant keep away.... there are things bubbling away inside that need an outlet and I miss Delilah!!!! So here I am again.... update, had an incredible holiday in Cornwall, rode a few waves no less and returned a very glowing positive woman...



now it's the end of the season and I am looking for work in Cambridge as I have promised eldest son that I will not put the flat up for rent as i felt it would be too much for him to cope with, he is now back with girlfirend who is reassuring him he will not be dumped again!?! Will just wait and see on that one, at the moment they are both happy smiley people......

so youngest son has moved in with his boyfriend and is working in Peterborough and I miss him... but this is what happens i guess

Have plans in my head to find a way to start a business in Cornwall.... so need to find a way to push myself in that direction.... I must go, I have wanted to for years .. but I've got this dammed flat/albatross hanging around my neck not allowing any escape... got into arrears... now paying them back and unable to pay other bills... all a bit stressed really so I escape to work for a few days and blank it all out... then come back to a pile of post that I ignore yet it beckons to me insistently!!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm went to see a friend yesterday at the university to see if there are any suitable jobs... so it looks like I'm back in an office for the winter... oh yes there was the ghost of a chance of a working holiday in Hawaii..... but the albatross tugs too tightly

Feel that Delilah is coming to an end. Whether it is to be an end of a chapter or a more permanent finish I'm not too sure just yet. It just seems time to move on to another part of my life... if you want to stay in touch then please email me or phone for a chat, it would be lovely to hear from you....

lots of love


Helen