ha and as usual... all a bit of a disaster... but I now have a possible climbing partner.... and since then.... have had an afternoon peruse of the Tate modern.... not so impressed by the tacita dean film... but tarryn (?)Simon were quite remarkable.. or maybe some of the non photographs.... lots of austere faces...

and tehn ah ha i almost said 'home' i was back in the south east, the flatlands..... all that sky and arableness.... brief stop over to pick up car.. drove back

and then i have been miserable... am trying to fill job apps as i will be out of work by the end of the month.. and i am tired, very tired with tears brimming at inappropriate times.... almost just want to stop.... and rest