killing time..... at work and have totally lost the will to live... 'Misery's' negativity fills the room and her anger is unrelentless... plus having to deal with crap at home.... larger J has told me I should be grateful to H for doing the housework!!! and if I say 'but it's me that's doing it all' I sound niggardly and petulant!! hmmmm is it pc to even use the word niggardly any more???? bah!

feel as heavy as a 10 ton russian tank rolling into Czechoslovakia in 1968 and as happy as Gollum bah! I have lost my precious and I dont even know what it is, all I know is I have lost it!!!!!!!!!!