hmmmmm pondering my recent meeting with the guitarist and comparing it to the internet date i had this week which was unexciting to say the least.. Mr Guitarist man and i talked all night... non-stop... so much to say.. so much to find out... so much to admire... but.. and oh yes there is always a but.. he is married... and actually seemed a good man.. we just talked... and yet i will treasure the meeting... as i realise that such meetings are rare. and should be treasured...
perhaps the advantage of this meeting is.. it cannot be spoiled... the magic will not die.. we will not meet again.. we will not argue.. we will not split up...
it will always be a little touch of magic.... and that is very very special
Saturday, September 29, 2012
another catch up
hmmmm and now the whole blogspot thing has changed?? hoping I will be able to resume posting
hmmmm quiet times... sort of....
it is now autumn.. summer disappeared in a puddle of disappointment.. one good week when N and children visited...that was lovely
the cambridge folk festival.. disaster! never going back there.. such a fuddy duddy festival... and there were too many tears... found it difficult to accept A's death.... terrible indeed
returned and had to move NS out of my house.. he so overstayed any original welcome and so didn't understand my need for at least a little space.. another disaster! and it got so stressy!!
and so now M has moved in and there is a certain companionableness (?) that is comfortable and she is away most weekends so i have plenty of time and space...
and work.. another disaster.... hmmmmm think that is the word that sums up this year!.. so far...
today I am heading into Lostwithiel to find a Green Party meeting.. it will be my first.. so it could be interesting to get involved with local politics! and actually the one majorly good thing that has happened this year has involved greenpeace and lots of lovely actions and festivals! that has been my mainstay against complete disarray!
and i have decided that i need a back up plan... i am giving cornwall another year.. and if i haven't found the right work place/hours/creative space... then I am heading back to cambridge and taking a part time degree in archaeology ...
had an hilarious moment in St Ives... somehow found myself at a post gig party and was thoroughly enjoying the company of the guitarist... all very staid and innocent nevertheless.. but snuck out of the hotel at 8 in the morning with the biggest grin ever... ha! made me laugh so much.. and kept me in a nice little bubble for a week or so! need more of those bubbles!
right that's it.. up to date.... no job no man but a nice comfortable house in a seaside/university town... not so bad after all and
more especially hoorah!!! Delilah is almost 10 years old!!!!! might have to re-read some of it...
hmmmm quiet times... sort of....
it is now autumn.. summer disappeared in a puddle of disappointment.. one good week when N and children visited...that was lovely
the cambridge folk festival.. disaster! never going back there.. such a fuddy duddy festival... and there were too many tears... found it difficult to accept A's death.... terrible indeed
returned and had to move NS out of my house.. he so overstayed any original welcome and so didn't understand my need for at least a little space.. another disaster! and it got so stressy!!
and so now M has moved in and there is a certain companionableness (?) that is comfortable and she is away most weekends so i have plenty of time and space...
and work.. another disaster.... hmmmmm think that is the word that sums up this year!.. so far...
today I am heading into Lostwithiel to find a Green Party meeting.. it will be my first.. so it could be interesting to get involved with local politics! and actually the one majorly good thing that has happened this year has involved greenpeace and lots of lovely actions and festivals! that has been my mainstay against complete disarray!
and i have decided that i need a back up plan... i am giving cornwall another year.. and if i haven't found the right work place/hours/creative space... then I am heading back to cambridge and taking a part time degree in archaeology ...
had an hilarious moment in St Ives... somehow found myself at a post gig party and was thoroughly enjoying the company of the guitarist... all very staid and innocent nevertheless.. but snuck out of the hotel at 8 in the morning with the biggest grin ever... ha! made me laugh so much.. and kept me in a nice little bubble for a week or so! need more of those bubbles!
right that's it.. up to date.... no job no man but a nice comfortable house in a seaside/university town... not so bad after all and
more especially hoorah!!! Delilah is almost 10 years old!!!!! might have to re-read some of it...
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